I'd say between 10 and 20, myb 30...? I can't tell for sure but at least i can say it's more than 10 at least 😅 im currently reading Notes from Underground by Fyodor Dotoyevsky, i believe i spelt it right XD anyway, it's speaking about how we as humans often enjoy the shame of complaining and find a bit of thrill in focusing on our suffering because of how genuinely boring consciousness is, in and of itself. How we sort of make up things like being offended sometimes just to feel smth, cos at the base of all this is just... A sort of general emptiness, as a collective, that we'd rather dodge. Those are in my own words anyway. Bottom line, Im liking it so far 😁 always nice to remember that no matter how insane i feel, people in every era and across the world are just as lost and confused about the ridiculousness of this world and existing as a whole as i am... Alright m done now bai~
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