Hmm. Getting myself to start and getting myself to finish. Starting is hard because it feels like this whole big thing, so i have so many ideas ive never put out there or even tried to begin as a result. Just avoiding being sucked into it, i guess? Cos once i begin i rlly drift into what im doing for a WHILE. No control rlly over what will come, either, but i enjoy it, just havent felt comfortable enough recently or had the time like i used to. Finishing cos it also feels very big and real and final. An end of an era of sorts. Condensing an entire book into a "the end" is just... A bit daunting for me, but tbh all ove ever needed to do was just start and just finish. That's how I began writing and thats how i will end, as well, some day or the other. But i think finishing is harder for me cos the book already exists and it's just a little bit more and it's so frustrating to need to sit down and give myself that final push to try and encompass it all into one last chapter heh.. k bai~
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